Due to the assignments deadline last week, I skipped church service. Felt bad, therefore I made an apology to God during the prayer before I sleep. I think it was around 5am and I was in the super blur status after completing my assignment. During the prayer I made 3 promises (which were made kinda automatically @.@):
1) Go to church next week
2) Organise my time better
3) Read a book of the bible this week
Eventually I completed the 2nd task and just completed the 3rd task a moment ago. Lazy me, I actually google-d for the shortest book in the bible to read! XD It was 3 John. Received a key message from the book, just to share with you guys here:
Verse 11:
"My dear friend, do not imitate what is bad, but imitate what is good. Whoever does good belongs to God, whoever does what is bad has not seen God."
Hope that I will read the bible more often, Amen.
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
成长。。
我21岁了！
记得小时候，心里面总是想着：天啊！我好想赶快长大啊！想不到，就当自己还在回想起以前时，不知不觉，这个许多人关注的生日已经过去了。我，真的长大了吗？
大概几天前，看着生日越来越靠近时，不知为什么，一点兴奋的感觉都没有！当时我反而有一种恐惧感，恨不得生日别那么快到来。当然，作为世上最公正的时间，还是把我带到了这个大家所谓的“成人”年龄。
比起去年，今年可说是没什么庆祝啦。早在数星期前，父母不断问我要不要庆祝。所谓的庆祝，基本上就是请些朋友来共度一餐。我想了想，觉得还是不要吧！不知为什么我人最近变得孤僻一点。。哈！说笑的啦。我是想到要省钱，替爸爸省些请吃的钱，替身边朋友省些买礼物的钱。结果，还是有一些兄弟约我出来庆祝啦！他们还替我买下了一把心仪的吉他，虽然不怎么惊喜，但还是非常感谢d！（不便宜叻）父母晚上也带了一家人去锯扒。
记得去年的那个时候，我与一班兄弟在TGI庆祝了一番。College 一班朋友还突击现场，真的有一点吓到，有一点感动。还记得那天我喝到烂醉才回家，度过了一个完美的“二字头"生日。当时的我，对来临的一年是充满了憧憬，充满了希望。。不是就因为那场庆祝会啦！只是想表达下当时的心态。当时，也是我渐渐投入一段不堪回首的感情的时候。。
一年过去了，人事已非。感觉身边的人都变了，自己也变了许多。我常很庆幸自己看东西很透，朋友们有时也会找我分析他们的状况。但这一年来，我反而恨自己看透了身边许多的人事物。就如一座显微镜，看到别人身上的一切灰尘，油渍！到某种程度，我可以当场说出一个人的五六个优点或缺点。结果，搞到我会有时不经意地疏远一些“不喜欢”的人。。
当然我自己并不完美啦！这一年来，经过一些对我来说重大的挫折以后，我还发现自己多了个自虐的倾向，时常逼自己不停地做一些不喜欢做的事，不健康的事。睡眠越来越差，睡觉时间也颠倒了。（昨晚我大概5am才睡着，哈！）所以今年许下了一个蛮特别的愿望。。这个愿望是绝对需要自己努力达成的，就是：好好做人，做个好人。
“好好做人”，指的就是要好好地生活啦！来年想要把多一点的心机放在课业上，多点运动，早一点睡，玩多一点音乐！对某些人来说，这些可能不算是什么。但对我这个颓废人士来说，可说是大跃进！那“做个好人”呢，其实是为了提醒自己，还有为身边的朋友们许的愿。很多时候，我们可能都为了自己的某些利益，某些喜好，而直接或间接地伤害到身边的人。希望大家会多一点检讨自己，扔掉尽多的缺点，做一个更好的人。
祝福自己，也祝福大家。。
记得小时候，心里面总是想着：天啊！我好想赶快长大啊！想不到，就当自己还在回想起以前时，不知不觉，这个许多人关注的生日已经过去了。我，真的长大了吗？
大概几天前，看着生日越来越靠近时，不知为什么，一点兴奋的感觉都没有！当时我反而有一种恐惧感，恨不得生日别那么快到来。当然，作为世上最公正的时间，还是把我带到了这个大家所谓的“成人”年龄。
比起去年，今年可说是没什么庆祝啦。早在数星期前，父母不断问我要不要庆祝。所谓的庆祝，基本上就是请些朋友来共度一餐。我想了想，觉得还是不要吧！不知为什么我人最近变得孤僻一点。。哈！说笑的啦。我是想到要省钱，替爸爸省些请吃的钱，替身边朋友省些买礼物的钱。结果，还是有一些兄弟约我出来庆祝啦！他们还替我买下了一把心仪的吉他，虽然不怎么惊喜，但还是非常感谢d！（不便宜叻）父母晚上也带了一家人去锯扒。
记得去年的那个时候，我与一班兄弟在TGI庆祝了一番。College 一班朋友还突击现场，真的有一点吓到，有一点感动。还记得那天我喝到烂醉才回家，度过了一个完美的“二字头"生日。当时的我，对来临的一年是充满了憧憬，充满了希望。。不是就因为那场庆祝会啦！只是想表达下当时的心态。当时，也是我渐渐投入一段不堪回首的感情的时候。。
一年过去了，人事已非。感觉身边的人都变了，自己也变了许多。我常很庆幸自己看东西很透，朋友们有时也会找我分析他们的状况。但这一年来，我反而恨自己看透了身边许多的人事物。就如一座显微镜，看到别人身上的一切灰尘，油渍！到某种程度，我可以当场说出一个人的五六个优点或缺点。结果，搞到我会有时不经意地疏远一些“不喜欢”的人。。
当然我自己并不完美啦！这一年来，经过一些对我来说重大的挫折以后，我还发现自己多了个自虐的倾向，时常逼自己不停地做一些不喜欢做的事，不健康的事。睡眠越来越差，睡觉时间也颠倒了。（昨晚我大概5am才睡着，哈！）所以今年许下了一个蛮特别的愿望。。这个愿望是绝对需要自己努力达成的，就是：好好做人，做个好人。
“好好做人”，指的就是要好好地生活啦！来年想要把多一点的心机放在课业上，多点运动，早一点睡，玩多一点音乐！对某些人来说，这些可能不算是什么。但对我这个颓废人士来说，可说是大跃进！那“做个好人”呢，其实是为了提醒自己，还有为身边的朋友们许的愿。很多时候，我们可能都为了自己的某些利益，某些喜好，而直接或间接地伤害到身边的人。希望大家会多一点检讨自己，扔掉尽多的缺点，做一个更好的人。
祝福自己，也祝福大家。。
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Something
I don't feel like letting many people to know this initially.. I typed something previously, but in the end I deleted... Now that I think, not many people will read this inactive blog anymore, and probably you'd only glance thru this blog once or twice and not anymore.. So I'll do it this time round..
I know you don't feel good recently, so do I (I didn't manage to hide my emotions at all)... Insomnia has been bothering me for more than a month, mainly due to the same matter... Recently it has been especially serious, slept only 1 hour last night, all the way till now... Nowadays I've been always seeking for something to waste a lot energy on, sports have been my favourite.. I really have got no choice, I tried cool down and think... but ended up I dropped tears, automatically.. Therefore, I'll have to make myself to almost-faint condition before going to bed everyday...
I wish I could do it like normal, just like I did in the beginning... However, I just realised that it couldn't be the way... If I continue to do so, I will only fall in love more & more.. get hurt deeper & deeper... Very sorry, I chose to be selfish, just to make sure myself can let go everything in the shortest time I could do... I think I had never love someone so deep before, what more it's on a girl which didn't seem to be 'the-girl-I-want'... It's all depend on feelings.. VERY strong feelings...
Sorry, just give me some time.. I will try to make everything back to 'normal'..
I know you don't feel good recently, so do I (I didn't manage to hide my emotions at all)... Insomnia has been bothering me for more than a month, mainly due to the same matter... Recently it has been especially serious, slept only 1 hour last night, all the way till now... Nowadays I've been always seeking for something to waste a lot energy on, sports have been my favourite.. I really have got no choice, I tried cool down and think... but ended up I dropped tears, automatically.. Therefore, I'll have to make myself to almost-faint condition before going to bed everyday...
I wish I could do it like normal, just like I did in the beginning... However, I just realised that it couldn't be the way... If I continue to do so, I will only fall in love more & more.. get hurt deeper & deeper... Very sorry, I chose to be selfish, just to make sure myself can let go everything in the shortest time I could do... I think I had never love someone so deep before, what more it's on a girl which didn't seem to be 'the-girl-I-want'... It's all depend on feelings.. VERY strong feelings...
Sorry, just give me some time.. I will try to make everything back to 'normal'..
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
爱很简单
忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你
有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你
真的很简单
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法决择
没有后悔为爱日也去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我
喔......
I LOVE YOU
无法不爱你 BABY
说你也爱我
I LOVE YOU
永远不愿意 BABY
失去你
不可能更快乐
只要能在一起
做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停
用最真诚的心
让爱变得简单爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法决择
没有后悔为爱日也去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我
喔......
I LOVE YOU
我一直在这里 BABY
一直在爱你
I LOVE YOU, YES I DO
永远都不放弃
这爱你的权利
如果你还有一些困惑
OH NO
请贴着我的心倾听
听我说着
爱你
YES I DO
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